We had to take a step back and put mama on the ventilator again. She had a very rough night last night! They put the tube through her trachea and will try to wean her off the ventilator slowly but not quite yet. She spent the day recovering from the difficult past 24 hours and has been resting. She's able to mouth her words well enough that we can understand most of what she's saying and she will also nod when you repeat it back correctly. Today she asked the nurse if she had white animals and if they could catch them to make sure and feed them. There's something about her when she's on meds or after passing out she always talks about animals. She had me laughing during that! She then said "I can't believe this is happening, it's not fair". I felt awful at that point but she's tough and is putting up a good fight. I don't know how I would be able to handle all of this if it weren't for my amazing husband. Last night I left the hospital feeling physically ill from watching her struggle for hours and after talking with him I was able to calm down enough to sleep for a few hours. I sure do miss him but I'm so lucky that he understands that my family needs me at this time. Keep it up mama, we're all rooting for you!
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