Staying Strong

It is so painful to finally be here in Texas and see just how bad things are. Words cannot explain how heartbroken I am to see her lying in a hospital bed on a ventilator, completely helpless.
This is not how anyone wants to see their mom... I can't wait for her to be back to her regular happy and loving self.
Luckily she is strong and doing pretty well. Her blood pressure is a tiny bit low and her heart rate is a little bit high. She has a fever from the surgeries today which is expected so hopefully she will level out throughout the night. When I got to her apartment I saw this sign that said "Some people look for a beautiful place, others make a place beautiful". That sign is so true to her, she lights up any room she's in and I love that about her. Soon mama, you will light up every room you walk into again!